Your Wedding Day!
As you walk the aisle veil down but lovers’ eyes on him
The thought of jealous deeds they fill me to the brim
The site of your wondrous smile brings me regret upon the wind
Green eyed actions I wish I could act upon a whim
But I am held back the sorrowful song that my heart continues to sing
I regret on this you’re wedding day “that one” promise made
Is the one that breaks for he stands in my place?
In front of family, friends, pastor, and worst of all
Before you his future wife face to face
All the fine things in life, without you my heart negates
I wish to open my mouth interrupt this ceremony and to you my love proclaim.....
But sadly its salt I taste as self-conscious tears migrate down my face
For I know that on this day it’s his not my last name you will take
I wish to approach you cross the road of indecisiveness but buoyancy I lack
In this state I cannot, for I would know not what to say, know not what to do,
Know not if you would recognize even your former boo.
You witness the gaze on my face; I’ve fallen far from your grace
When you left you also left a clear vacant space
This was first place in my life, and I’m now overflowing with strife
The strongest of blights, this time with no cures in sight
This mystery I want to solve, begging to buy a vowel
So that I may find the reason you stand there reciting vows
Not with me but with him, the light of my life no so dim
Watching you except that ring is no doubt the same
As watching someone walk away with my bodies’ limb
Simply with this I lose my heart, you on the other hand remove me as a precedent
The rest of your life you start, truly I was less than you needed my place... the friend
But with all this strife at this time I still smile because you my love on
This you’re wedding day............... You Smile!
The Black Star
© 2009 Andre brown
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